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I just realized recently [08] [28] How much this song makes me think about almost everyone I know/talk too.. "Wasted On The Young" Hey, I was just thinking that maybe you don't need to waste Some of the best days of your lives, trying so hard to abide By some preset list of rules Talking about conviction When you haven't even been convinced of anything yet Just stressing about letting down all your friends It's like having your mom pick out your clothes for you You're still too young to know where you stand on anything yet And there is nothing wrong with that It might be kinda fun to get to know yourself a little while Take a left at every fork, stare into every cloud On the journey to find what's in your heart the only thing to be united with is that pulsing in your veins But seriously, fuck all that for a while What's the point of being a kid If you are not gonna run wild and break every stupid rule Even the ones that make those bands seem cool You might as well hang out at church Mark my words There's still so much that you have yet to learn Your strongest beliefs the ones that will see you through Will come to you when least expected They can't be forced, will not be shaped to fit Truth does not come when called And if you're only young once and these days, they move fast Why would you waste one second of them Falling in line, following rules It sounds so simple but I know it's fucking hard It's gonna take a little while to find out exactly who you are But then maybe the day won't come When you have to turn your back One all those things that you once stood for Left behind like some old pile of shirts I've seen it happen so many times before Spit in the face of a sacred oath That some of us took when ready 1&#%$&cmnt

[06] [19] it is nice not coming home to a bunch of annoying ass people It is nice playing old school nintendo (thanks rob for letting us take care of it) and talking about manly things.. It is nice not having to worry about someone knocking down your door every 5 seconds. It is nice bringing over people who don't know your roommate and watching them get choked.. basically new living situation is alot better.. The first month struggle is kind of sucking ass however but we will get through it and get the hang of things soon enough.. 2&#%$&cmnt

[05] [18] "people are the worst between 9 to 5" wake up early and out of bed still shaking off the night before same dirty clothes and worn out shoes begine the search for the half empty pack of smokes somewhere in this cluttered room empty bottles tell the storys of nights that have long since passed and the morning sun is no guiding light just a reminder it is another day, another 9 to 5 head still spinning, lungs as black as last night just empty beer boxes in the fridge a recollection of my thoughts is this what I wanted as a kid? my days spent locked away all for comfort and security they put my life up for a price and gave it a name MINIMUM WAGE!!! and the money does not take the pain away just another way to keep me on my toes there has got to be something else I am so sick and tired of being sick at myself.. My job is not that hard and I feel blessed by that, but the truth is I still barely make enough to live.. I have been working alot lately and it has made me feel like an empty shell of a human being.. I could not imagine being like my dad and working at a factory half my life and then just getting a stupid annoying fucking clock.. where is there any satisfaction in that?? I don't about you all but I don't even like clocks or watches.. I don't want to be old and run down from years wasted working for a piece of the american dream.. I would rather grab the american dream by its balls and beat it to submission till it gives me what I want, True Freedom.... 1&#%$&cmnt

[05] [16] Will things change now- I doubt it I am 22 years old and I have been in a funeral home too many times.This is getting out of hand and yet no one learns.. I talked to at least 2 people last night who I knew were strung out and I can almost guarantee when they went home that night they did the same thing they always do and shoveled more shit up their nose.. I am not perfect and I am in no way trying to validate the things I do, but I have self control and I don't take stupid fucking shit like that.. It is awful what happened to Brandon, but I know it won't be another year and another one of my peers will be laid to rest and probally for the same shit.. Wake up people.. How many have to die before you realize this is pointless.. 4&#%$&cmnt

[04] [18] I am a joke... with no punch line.. 2&#%$&cmnt

[04] [17] We all change with time.. I see people moving in so many different directions that if I tryed to trace every move my head would probally snap.. ABF is getting back in the game.. FINALLY!!! Shows in nashville,hopkinsville, and lexington all coming up soon.. This is what I have been waiting for... 4&#%$&cmnt

[04] [15] seriously FUCK WARM WEATHER!! I hate this shit, I feel misserable. 4&#%$&cmnt

[04] [04] fuck everything punk and hardcore stands for!!!!! Newjack Have not used that word in a while.. 5&#%$&cmnt

[04] [03] Your still a douche bag. 3&#%$&cmnt

[03] [20] Ok so I have heard that the story in the herald leader was supposed to be on straight edge, but I think they really should have got the other sides view on hardcore.. I mean I talked to that women a little after the clay show about how I was not edge but that this scene and the people in it pretty much saved my life and gave me something new to focus my energy on other then being high all the time.. I mean even if she would have talked to one of the many non-edge sober kids I think that would have been great.. I think the story still got a good point across and it was written well and showed what the youth has really been doing, but at the same time I wish it would have been more focused toward the hardcore scene as a whole and not just the straight edge side.. There are far to many great people on both sides of this to just single out one side.. I thought about e-mailing her about it but I was scared to come off rude cause that is not my intention.. Does anyone else feel this way?? 10&#%$&cmnt

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